Reply to Spark in marriage..

I guess it’s normal, because I feel the same way. I have been missing my ex a lot, and wonder what it would be like to see him again. My husband and I have no spark whatsoever. He wasn’t interested in being physical with me all throughout my pregnancy and even a year afterwards. Now he is trying again, but I’ve realized I’m not interested now; but we don’t have date nights, and we don’t get to take mini vacations. We have no one to take care of our child. It’s hard, I dont even know if I’m in love anymore. I sure don’t feel it.