I went from 165 before pregnancy to 230 while pregnant ...I gained so much weight with my twins and I can’t lose it. I’ve tried dieting and I can’t really exercise because I have no one to watch my girls. The gyms that offer child care are out of my budget. I want to do at home workouts but my daughters are alway at my side ... I can’t remember showering or using the bathroom without one of them with me. I’m struggling to even look at myself, I avoid it because I get upset with myself because I feel ugly and uncomfortable in my own skin. Anyone sharing similar struggles and how do you pull yourself out of feeling this way?