So I’m currently pregnant with my rainbow baby (after losing two this will be my first). Since I have had a stillbirth I am extra nervous about this one. Both me and my fiancé will have to work ASAP but I know I will be terrified to leave the baby alone with even people I know. I have heard so many horror stories and it just freaks me out to think about losing another baby especially worrying that they would be hurt... obviously there are background checks and all but just cause they haven’t done it before doesn’t mean they won’t. Maybe I am over thinking it? If you had this problem/fear, how did you get over it or find someone you really felt you could trust?