Any other mommas who dislike this part of motherhood? I am due with baby 2 soon and am completely dreading breastfeeding and pumping. I know it’s best for my baby but I had a bad experience the first time and felt like I was chained to the pump trying to get my supply up 12 hours a day. Eventually we were forced to supplement which did wonders for my emotional/mental health as well as finally allowed my son to gain weight and be a much happier baby, however I felt shamed because I was giving my baby formula! I’m dreading having to go through it again, the pressure and stress if they are gaining weight, not knowing exactly how much they are eating, My tiny uncooperative nipples ugh, being trapped to the pump while sleep deprived. They never tell you how stressful and hard it is, I always thought it was this beautiful thing that the baby just knew how to do (LOL). Please tell me I am not alone and not a terrible mother lol!!