Have any of you mamas experienced PPD? Or any form of it? I was recently diagnosed with postpartum anxiety and depression and my doctors are planning on doing more tests for postpartum OCD as well. I’m not sure what to do or how to feel. I know it doesn’t make me a bad mother but i can’t help but feel lost and ashamed. Every little thing gets to me, a small mess on the counter, shoes not in the right place, fussy baby that I can’t seem to calm down. I’m just not sure how to handle it. I’ve been seeing a therapist and I’m on medication but all i want is to feel like my old self again. My husband and I really want another baby, but want to wait until I feel as close to my old self as possible, but even then if I get pregnant I know I’ll have to go through all of this again so I’m just not sure what to do. My first pregnancy was very stressful and traumatic to say the least, but I feel like this next one won’t be as bad.