About 5 months ago I was let go of my job and it hit hard because not only did I ran out of money personally I am I father of 4 very energetic children My wife is more responsible than I am, thank God. So it was a long 121 days of retrospection and difficult feelings realizing how inadequate I am as a man. I told the ego to take a hike and I stripped myself of ideas I identified with and values I held. I can’t say I had bad role models but I also didn’t have good ones, so I feel...aimless and always on the fence not wanting to make a decision and change is really hard. Why.