My boyfriend and I recently had our first kid together (he has one with his ex-wife) and we have talked about having our coming kids close in age so we want to start trying once our son turns 1. Well I’ve done some thinking and I know I should have thought about this before having my first, but I would like to wait til we’re married before we have any more. I want the family last name, I want to feel apart of their lives since they all have the same name, but he says he wants me to propose! I told him I wouldn’t, that it’s not normal, and I don’t see how he could propose to his ex, but not me. Am I over thinking it? Am I being childish in not wanting to have anymore kids at the moment? We haven’t talked about marriage much and I even told him I wasn’t pushing it for it to happen, but I was just wanting us to be committed by law, so I can feel like a complete family.